I’ve f.ucked up my blog. Since I am too damn tired to figure out how I did it and since there aren’t very many posts on it after this one about daughter number two’s graduation, I am making this the default until I can get my s.hit together and figure out what I did that screwed the other one up! Stay tuned.
gah!
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Aggghhh! That’s infuriating! My sympathies.
I’m holding my breath, so HURRY!!!!!
Wanted to drop in a wish you a happy holiday and new year.
Have a great new year, Traci!
Let me know if you want any help on the blog.
happy new year hunny! love ya too xx
I recently discovered your blog. I was friends with Arvilla Sikes in California around mid 1970’s. She had a daughter name Carol.
Fix it! We miss you.
Traci,
Someone sent me this link. I have been reading for hours, I’m sorry that I looked at your private stuff. There are no words I could utter that would express my sorrow at how I have acted and treated you. I wish I could know what I know now and start over. I can’t believe how I was acting and how callous I was. The alcohol & pain meds I was on did not help the situation at all.
My feelings for you have grown stronger as I read how brilliant, dynamic etc. you are. You are the best Mom in the world. Even if we had discussed this stuff, It would not have mattered at that time. I did not have a clue!
I have been such an absolute ASSHOLE to you and the girls. The abuse stops with me. My mind has grown clearer and I think more about kindness and care. I will not ever go back to that life again. You have shown me longsuffering kindness, love & care. Most of which I did not deserve. It has caused too much pain for you and way too much remorse for me. I wish you could try to trust me once more; I will not let you down again. I will continue to heal and move ahead. I still want you as a partner and after we are out of the recession and property values go back up, I want to sell the house and go travel with you, to all the places on your list. You are the most important thing in teh world to me Traci. I wish i could take all the pain away. I am truly sorry, I don’t kow what else to say.
My heart is eternally yours Traci. I know now you need space and I will honor that. ~ Tim~